.:THE ONE WHOM I ADMIRE:.

I have never thought that 
I would love you this far

I have never thought that
You would mean so much to me




GCI
brought us together
what a wonderful experiences 
to be treasured
All praises for Allah 
for letting us to know each other
for presenting such a precious gift to me
for you are such a great bounty to me

I was just nobody back then
But you accepted me with open arms

your smiles
get straightly 
into the tiny little heart of mine
very much inspiring
even covered 
in the beautiful niqab of yours

I have no idea
when I started to admire you
secretly admire to be exact
the only thing that I know
whenever I see you
my heart filled with love
my frowns turned upside down
you lighten up my day 
and you didnt even realise it

of course you wont
for I am just 
an old friend of yours
back in GCI
we barely know each other
right?

You know what,

You are such a unique person 
and mysterious too
not because of your niqab
not because of your hijab
but the personality of yours
the images potrayed from you yourself
what a unique person
and mysterious
in a very good way
a way that I admire a lot!

I have no perfect words to describe you dear sis
I just cant find them
how should I describe you
you are just so amazing
very much amazing
just the way you are
*pinjam lagu Bruno Mars kejap

One thing for you to know sis
you are my inspiration

just by looking at you
reminds me on HIM and The Prophet PBUH
you need not to preach me 
you need not to lecture me
you dont have to sis
for it is
enough by seeing you in any taa'lim
enough by coming across you by the coridor
because 
you yourself are a great example for me
you yourself are a great  reminder to me
you yourself are enough for me

sis
you are leaving arent you
yes you are
you are very secretive arent you
never mind
again
I am just an old friend
of yours 
back in GCI

well sis
it will be a lie if I am not sad
it will be a great lie if I am not frustrated
it will be even a great lie that I am not crying
to know that you are leaving

but I know that you are going to continue
making great steps as a khalifah of HIM
as a very amazing mujahidah
as a very wonderful muslimah
and a very inspiring friend of mine
that will always remains in this litlle heart of mine
insha Allah

all the best sis
in the land of Ummuddunya
warmest regard to the Nil River
once you get there 

may Allah always be with you
I know HE will
HE will always will
be with you

may we will meet again
if not here
in HIS jannah insha Allah~




she is my inspiration..



-it's from me, the not-so-good-girl-who-started-to-find-herself-in-cfs-but-still-frequently-stumbled-and-fumbled-along-the-way...


p/s : she's a great writer..




p/s : Seriously, I have no idea where she is going to further study.. Is it in Egypt? Jordan? 













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